Thursday, November 3, 2016
Sentimental
Today was a sentimental day. Jeremy took the day off to vote. Yah! But the rest of the day was just spending time with each other. I decided to wear my Hufflepuff t shirt. Someone else in my Hufflepuff Common room forum has one. Yes. I am part of a Hufflepuff Common Room forum. It's a wonderful group. I thought Cracker Barrel would be a nice comfort food place to go. Chicken and Dumplings is my ultimate comfort food, I was having a somber moment or two. I have certainly adjusted to Brody's passing. It's been 2 years, after all. But that furrball was with me for 13 years. And 10 with Jeremy. We got some butter beers at the mall...and came home and toasted the furrball. It was a nice moment. I may seem bizarre and weird in what I do, sometimes. But, Jeremy gets that it's whom I am. I am sentimental. I mourn loss. One way or another. We had to change our plans regarding getting the kids. Which was fine. We're using this weekend to celebrate Manchild's birthday. Where did the time go? So we needed to get a card and gift earlier than we thought. So we also did that today. It changes Wurstfest but we still have next weekend. It was just a memorable day. We watched Future Diary, an anime. Wacked out!!! It's good...just very bizarre. He got a call from one of best friends to get a drink. But he asked me to wait up. *wink* Okay!!!!
We actually tried to see Doctor Strange but it was sold out. So, I hope maybe we can see it tomorrow. My schedule for work is a little wacky tomorrow. I don't have the usual time. So it's a little bit of a wait and see. Fuzzy feeling. It could also be the warm feeling from the Jameson lol. Either way, I feel good. I am super proud of Jeremy. That boy is learning how to get around his beautiful words struggle. I guess I had to give up getting from him and it lifted the pressure. Because here and there, he does something or says something that makes my heart melt. I'm learning to pay attention more to his love cues, so to speak. I suppose between his struggle and my insecurity struggle, there was a lack of communication somewhere. I never want to stop connecting with him. Alright. I'm off. I thought it would be a great time to watch Through the Looking Glass.
Wednesday, November 2, 2016
Jim Brickman - The Promise
Okay. My new favorite song from him. It used to be Angel Eyes from him. It's exactly what I needed to make me smile. Well play, Jim Brickman. Well played lol
Life and death (Paul Cardall)
Strange that it seems almost like a morbid song but this songs helps. Music soothes the soul.
Retail therapy
Just doing my part advocating
That was me this morning. It was the picture I texted to Jeremy this morning
Me..lol
My happy socks
Me, currently. Getting better
My loot. I got the necklace freeOne of those days
It was one of those days. I wore my happy socks today. I was feeling great this morning. But by the afternoon...meh. Work was eh. We'll leave it at that. That doesn't take away of the fact I am extremely grateful I get to work. I was on a mission, though. I wanted to find Doctor Who socks. I had Harry Potter socks. I got more than I bargained for lol. I got two shirts, Doctor Who socks, and a necklace set, on Hot Topic. Not too shabby. Not every day is Unicorns and cupcakes. And that's okay. Because I can be wearing something that makes me smile. I finished Harry Potter and the Cursed Child. Wow....Just wow. It's craziness. Jeremy is off tomorrow. He's going to go vote. He also took off tomorrow because it is the death anniversary of Brody. It was convenient enough to take off on that day. We have our hot date lunch usually around this time. And he knew it would mean a lot that he took off. And it did. I told him that. Communication is important. I smile because I feel our friendship side growing. As my interests gain in things he is familiar with, he gets excited exposing me to all...or explaining...or just sharing. It's hard to explain the exchange that happens. But it's a nice feeling. I am starting Steve Berry's 14th Colony. He's one of my favorite Authors. Dan Brown, Steve Berry, and Brad Meltzer. My 3 favorite. Oh. I also saw a movie I vowed not to see. It seemed too girly for me. But there I was watching The Fault in our Stars. I cried the ugly cry. It's a very compelling movie. I like how it's not your normal I have cancer kinda of story. Watch it. See what you think. We get Netflix so besides watching shoes streaming, we also get DVDs. Sea by Corciolli is on. I'm on the Spa radio. It's a nice station on Pandora. I love that I suggest music for you, my quiet spaces. Some of my followship has actually greatly increased just by introducing music videos. More familiar and then, out there, perhaps. By the way, France...You light up my life....United States used to be my biggest followship, which seemed to make sense. But now, it's France. Quiet spaces, enjoy the pictures. Enjoy the music. Enjoy my blogging. Enjoy my thoughts. Be entertained. Be...intrigued. I don't always feel the need to write in my blog every day. But I still like sharing my thoughts out into the void. I like sharing my thoughts with you. I never could quite keep up with a diary. These days, I write sporadically in my love letters to myself journal. I still write in my unbucket list journal. I haven't written my story in quite a while. All I know is that I finally figured out which character is turning evil. I haven't written poetry in a while either. That was the journal Jeremy gave me our first Christmas. I keep that very close to me. You get the feeling I like journals? I have a recipe journal of sorts too. As always, writing has lifted my spirits. In letters, I end letters with Always. I've done that for years. But now I smile, because it reminds me of Snape...from Harry Potter. Thank you for letting me vent. I needed to just Bleh...into void. It's been one of those days? You've had them, haven't you? Well...I can feel my smile coming back...slowly. A hug from my King should do the trick. Sighs. I fall into those hugs, and forget the world.
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