Reflecting on the past

I don't like traveling too much on the past. However,  I do think it's important to reflect on it. It reminds you of the journey you have been on. That's my take. My life has changed so much in the last 5 years. My perception on things has changed.  My outlook on things. Certainly,  my taste in friends.  My support system is important to me.  I love them. I look back and I cannot always say that of my friends. Which is why I no longer have them as friends.  But I learned over the years who was there for me.  Life is good. I have exciting things ahead of me. I can't wait for 2014!

Blessings

I'm blessed. I know this. I don't take it lightly.  I'm constantly grateful.  I don't want to become complacent about my life, my relationship,  and the blessings.  Thanksgiving was good. Food was good. Company was entertaining.  It was fun getting the little prizes. Jeremy wad sweet and picked the prize I wanted.  I have such an amazing husband!

Sanctuary

I had this feeling when I lived in my first apartment. I didn't quite feel this at Amesbury. Then again,  it was more of a hub. But our home is my sanctuary.  I don't know if it's good energy, karma,  or fueng shui but something about coming home makes me happy.  I go over the day in my head. I put on relaxing music. And I enjoy the space I'm in if that makes sense. I'm more aware of being present...no matter what that entails. So..here I am...listening to music and doing housework. ..I'm so wifey now lol I'm coming into my own.

Motivation

I am glad  it's somewhere because I'm still intending to go to zumba class. I'm really wanting to keep my routine of class, zumba, and yoga. I think it will really help w stretching and massage posture.  I like our instructor.  He's laid back. He has that serious side when it comes to teaching us. Then, randomly he'll add a silly moment or make us laugh. For me, it reminds me to relax.  I'm starting to telax more. We have our first test next Thursday.  No pressure there lol. Hopefully,  we can get some study group time.  I'm so happy.  I feel like my life is going forward.  My personal life has been great. My professional fulfillment was missing. I don't feel that anymore. I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be.

Confidence

As we continue class the confidence will come.  Each time we have class I learn something.  We got a new instructor.  I really like his method.  It's also nice learning more about my classmates.  We have such a small class. I like that.

Oops

So I'm doing the writing next day blog entry. Other than it was cold yesterday I don't have much to write.  It happens.

Class is amazing.

We are learning techniques.  Class is going well. I got a massage. Elliot did great. I took the initiative to ask for him so I could get used to working on guys. I'm really enjoying school