Hello, Independence

I don't need a big paycheck.  Just the fact that I am buying things with MY money I earned.  It feels amazing.  A certain store still had a sale going on so I headed over there.  I love bargains.  Hello, Independence.  I need a nap.  I love naps.  Naps are awesome.  Shopping and then, napping.  Working, shopping, and napping.  That sounds awesome.  Sorry I am not one for much inspiration today.  I'll have days like that.

Angel Olsen - Shut Up Kiss Me (Official Video)

This borders on the weird but I like looking for different music.

Some song is stuck in my head

I had a whole other blog entry going.  Then Life and Death by Paul Cardall and for the life of me I'm trying to figure out where I know the song from.  It's off of some soundtrack, I'm sure.  Okay...Back to the blog entry...
Dear Badass,
(That would be you)

Keep going today.  Have a smile on your face that one person is proud of you.  That's me.  I don't need to know the importance of your job.  All I know is once a day, you come here for some reason.  And it's my chance to say Go you! Oh...It's on the Lost Soundtrack.  I digress.  Do your badass thing today.  Be the kick ass, take no prisoners, dragon slayer I know you can be.  Soooo. Go you!!!! And hopefully, you make someone's day too.  Encourage today.  It's a wonderful contagious feeling.  Like a pay it forward kind of contagiousness.  I am a badass myself.  I pulled a 10 hour shift.  Then I did two 4 hours shifts yesterday, and Friday will be like that again.  Today and tomorrow are actually my short days.  This week will be a 33 hour week.  Look at me.  I love my job.  And I'm a rockstar at it.

I really did that

I really did that. I didn't just pull off an 8 hour shift.  I pulled off a 10. It's been 5 years since I pulled off 8, let alone 10. Maybe 10 years, for 10? I love my job. I'm tired. But it's a good tired. I came home yesterday and Jeremy had a drink waiting for ne, like I do him. That made me smile. I can't wait to buy him dinner. I am happy with this independent feeling. I am also loving this groove. I have my house wifey life. And then,  my work life. Alright,  back to my assignment. 

Really, now...

So I had an awesome weekend.  We got the Xbox working again.  So, there we were, playing video games. And well, I think hell froze over. At least twice I beat my son at the video game. And once, Jeremy. Mind you, these guys play video games all the time. But maybe PC and console hold differntly. I'm a console girl. Or as my friend,  JMB says, " Peasants ". Dork. Work is amazing.  I love my job. It feels a little like being on call but I'm flexible.  Really,  now. Life couldn't feel more right.  But you know,  life happens. And in an instant,  you have to figure your reaction.  But with an awesome support,  I always figure it out. Have a great, day. My quiet spaces. You are amazing.  Just in case you needed a reminder.

Miley Cyrus - Hands of Love (Lyrics+Picture)

Don't judge me.  It's okay.  I kinda did of myself lol.  But I found this song.  Loved it.  I want to see the movie it's from Freeheld

Oh, Universe

It's what I said at some point.  I told you of the interesting news of my friend with the court date on THAT DATE.  What was interesting was that in was done on what would have been the wedding anniversary of Woody and I.  Now, if the University hadn't drunk the spiked punch, it got together with Facebook.  You ever seen or read an article where this gay man says...That time my rapist came up as People you may know.  Well...That happened.  There, with his smug...I am living the life fake smile....was Javier.  I didn't know whether to laugh...or cry from the laughter of the insanity of his name coming up.  I wouldn't post his face.  I want CC to deal with her court stuff before I even entertain that thought.  I actually wished I could post it here without it going to Facebook.  But for your stalking pleasure, Xavier Gonzales.  He often wears glasses.  He thinks he looks like Tom Cruise.  You can decide that for yourself.  You'll know which one he is.  He still denies any wrong doing to me or to CC.  So he isn't the kind of person that has remorse.  Maybe it wouldn't help still.  But the last thing I want is a person who sees no accountability for their actions.  I loathe people like that.  Own up.  You're a bully. Own up.  You're a coward. Own up.  You're a bitch..Own up.  I'm a little too upfront for my own good sometimes.  I'm a little too forgiving sometimes.  I'm a pushover.  But once you burn me...you know.  You can present yourself in a pretty little bow and shake yourself off of responsibility for your actions. But in the deepest of darkest places and in space of truth.  You know.  That's why I am not afraid of my truth.  I've been verbally attacked for my "truth" before.  I am okay with that.  Because I know the truth.  I am one of the most forthcoming people you will meet.  I'm not saint.  I'm not sitting here and saying I am nice 100% of the time.  But I don't turn away even my enemies if they need help.  I don't know if I want to call it the "Christian" thing to do.  I just call it "the right" thing for me to do.  My believes. My values.  There is a standard of which I live by.  Call it protocol.  Call it an honor system.  I firmly believe in it. Again...it's just the way I deal with things.  Sometimes in life, you have to figure the kind of person you want to be and become.  This is whom I am.  And I am proud of the person I have become.  Scars and all.  Scars and all means that I understand a thing or two. Oh, Universe.  You wanna play? Let's play.  Or just have a drink together.  And laugh on why you did that.  America's Stonehenge by Laura Sullivan is on.  Just my thoughts today.