This weekend

Going up to visit Jeremy was amazing.  I stayed one day longer.  It was a nostalgic weekend.  Jeremy and I played video games and pin ball machines from our youth.  We played the infamous Addams Family one from our UTSA days.  I played skeet ball.  We played Pac Man on this huge screen. 
It was an indescribable weekend.  I gained a perspective of how life isn't always in black and white.  That really grey is the color of life.  I learned so much this weekend.  I learned that I will have struggles with Jeremy.  And that's okay.  We reset  like this weekend and we are okay.  I'm human.  I will have my feelings.  He's human. He will goof up on me  We're human.  We won't always communicate properly or well.  But then....we do.  I'm so proud of Jeremy.  He's doing well at work.  We're helping each other to evolve in our relationship.  We're being able to live our lives together...and separate.  It's not ideal.  But it's a whole lot better than Arizona.  As I write this, there is much I am not writing. Yet, I feel like you can see my smile.  I feel different.  In a good way.  Here's to enjoying life, taking each day at  a time.