In that time

I haven't quite had the time or the energy to blog like I used to.  I work almost full time now.  I am more involved with one of my agencies.  In between that time, working out or photography takes up my time.  I see Jeremy on the weekends.  That's what makes up my life, at the moment.  It works.  Life is a little chaotic.  But in a good way.  I started wearing skirts again.  I'm feeling like my old self from my 20s.  I am building up my confidence back.  I love this side that is re emerging.  There is nothing wrong with being happy in a couple ship.  But I am learning to gain my independence on what is my passion in life.  Such as photography.  I am getting my identity back.  It wasn't anything Jeremy was or wasn't doing.  It was something I had to figure out for myself.  Our anniversary was last weekend.  It was epic.  I went to Austin for the weekend.  That was my gift to Jeremy.  He got me a new ring guard.  I lost my engagement ring for several days.  Luckily, I found it.  But the man was going to buy me a new ring.  Holy shitcakes lol I was more than happy to have a ring guard.  And what a ring guard it is.  It's beautiful.  I burst into tears.  Happy tears, of course.  It was insane.  He left a couple of hours ago.  I miss him.  But I understand our sacrifice, right now.  And it's a worthy cause.  So we endure.  We adult lol