Monday, September 30, 2013
Friday, September 27, 2013
Perhaps I get too comfortable in my skin. My personality is over the top. I'm loud. I'm not what you would call timid. I'm overwhelming to some...I'm sure. For that...I'm sorry that I am......to a point. I leave you w all sorts of warning labels about me. I'm crazy. But I love that about me. I certainly make you smile or laugh. ...sometimes w me...sometimes at me. I really don't care. I'm too happy to get scared of being judged. I wouldn't have it any other way.
Thursday, September 26, 2013
Wednesday, September 25, 2013
Monday, September 23, 2013
Friday, September 20, 2013
Had a conversation last night that really reasonated with me. It's two of us now. Decisions we make hopefully take into consideration that we are a couple. Anyways, I like the idea of looking at things that way. It came from wondering the intentions of a someone and whether they were capitalizing on the personality I have. I wasn't mad...but...it didn't make me happy either.
Thursday, September 19, 2013
Wednesday, September 18, 2013
Tuesday, September 17, 2013
Sometimes I'm the energizer bunny. I can go a mile a minute. Then, other times I am too sick to move. It can be frustrating because I like keeping busy. So I have found a pace to go by. And when I feel guilty for not doing more I remind myself that for health reasons I pace myself. Intellectually, I know I'm doing my best. Emotionally, I find myself scolding myself for not pushing through. Luckily, I remind myself my limits. I'm not super woman. I'm grateful that Jeremy understands this and doesn't expect anything. For that reason I want to do more. He's amazing. I am so lucky to have him.
Monday, September 16, 2013
What an amazing trip. Grandma Freda had tons of photo albums. I felt like a kid in a candy shop. All these memories of Jeremy's family past...and then his own past. I saw baby pictures! I saw pictures of him and Jess where they practically look like twins. It was such a memorable trip. So much happened.
Friday, September 13, 2013
Memories are always important to make. You make them at the most random moments. You meey people along the way and sometimes they create part of the memory. Memories can sometimes be very painful. However, it helps to create new memories. It helps when these replace the negative ones. It's almisy a feeling of second chances.
Thursday, September 12, 2013
Ok. So I've heard the "Roar" song several times but today....today I was jamming out like a sassy 20s. Some days I just feel the sass in me and well...I go w my bad self. I love these days. And I saw a post from a friend that lost her sass today. I hope she gets it back cause sass is beautiful.