It's been a while

Life happens.  Don't we say that? That's what was happening.  Unfortunately, the game changer is not in our present.  Jeremy is trying again in the future.  The bright side is that the other test takers were not on their first time.  They were at least on the their second, if not third time.  This test is brutal.  It will give us time to focus on the wedding coming up that we are in.  And that "Ethan" is moving in.  What else? I drove home at night.  Which seems silly to report but for me that is huge.  I drove home....in Jeremy's car, no less.  Jeremy doesn't get a lot of times to just let loose.  He always has to be the responsible one.  I finally felt ready and confident.  I don't want driving at night to become a habit but I feel better about it.  I took Jeremy out to Cracker Barrel and movies.  I love being able to do that.  August 1st is coming up.  I'm not really sure what I am doing that day.  But I am ready for it.  I didn't even need to make an appointment for therapy.  That was another big step.  Lotus Drum Meditation is on.  I feel like I had more to tell you but it has slipped my mind.  We shall figure it out.