Every day

Every day is a new opportunity for healing and growth.  Today I had lunch with Jeremy.  Then, it was time for therapy.  It is such an eye opener.  My therapist is amazing.  But she is quick to remind me I'm the one doing the work.  Still Waters by David and Steve Gordon is on.  Healing is emotionally exhausting.  I feel drained right now.  I also might feel drained from the sneezing frenzy I've had all day.  or as Jeremy dubbed me.."MRs. Sneezathon".  Cute. Very cute. lol Tomorrow is quite a day for us.  I met Jeremy 22 years ago.  I still have to wrap myself around that number.  We have history.  I have known him half my life.  Let me just process that for a minute.  Now...let me process that soon, I will be 40.  I am looking forward to it.  I was deciding on whether to wear a tiara or unicorn band to my birthday thing.  Unicorn won out.  40 means not caring what others think of you.  I say that in many texts to friends.  Every day is a new opportunity for healing and growth.