No apologies

Don't apologize for the person you are.  That is not to say don't apologize if you're a jerk.  What I mean is...be that original person.  Be the best version of yourself.  There will be people that try bring you down.  Why? It's simple and sad...all at the same time.  They aren't loved enough, sexed enough, massaged enough.  They aren't hugged enough.  Somewhere, life hasn't shown them the right kind of affection and they then react to the world out of anger that they didn't get that said affection.  From Bullies to killers.  Once in a while you get a horrible person for the sake of being horrible, despite affection.  But usually, it's because the lack of love.  Just an observation.  I am Mozart of friendship.  Somehow, I befriend the span of so many different personalities.  It's a gift.  I see that now.  Or as Jeremy called it yesterday...a super power.  He's convinced, even in jail, I would make friends.  Go figure.  I have strange conversations with that man.  I love it.  I love the friendship I have with him.  He pisses me off and sometimes hurts me.  But he's also that person whom would have my back in a second.  So...as your friend....Yes.  I see this as friendship.  I don't need to know every detail of you.  I just need to be here for you.  As comfort.  As entertainment.  As a smile you need today. Or a laugh.  My quiet spaces, I am here for you.  I'll be honest.  At first I was wondering if one reader read this.  That was my hope.  Then...suddenly it was bigger than that.  It was about all of you.  Whether you read one entry.  Or you read every day.  I want bring some happiness to your life.  I want you to remember how special you are.  That some of you are avengers.  Some of you are heroes.  Some of you are protectors.  Some of you are survivors.  Whatever it is that you are, you make the world a better place.  Because you give a damn.  You act on that giving a damn.  Whether a small gesture...or something more grand.  I am Willing by Liquid Mind.  How fitting.  I always want to be a positive impact on your life.  I love writing in my blog.  It brings me such a peace.  Do I have a perfect life? Far from it.  But I have a good one.  I have friends that love me.  I have parents that love me.  I have a husband that loves me.  I have my kids that love me.  I have a job that respects me.  I've been lucky to feel the love.  And when I haven't...I imagine it's more of a reflection on the lack of love for them....than me.  That love is my protection.  And I carry it with me, always.  Be that shine.