Just another Jess day. What does that mean, exactly? Goofy things. Silly things. Yesterday started out like any goofy way. I decided it was a cat on a Unicorn kind of day. I also wished one of my oldest childhood friends a Happy Birthday. MW and I were best friends in 6th grade. We were the 3 musketeers. CG, MW, and me. I talk with him once or twice a year. But yesterday he almost made me cry because he said...you're still one of my close friends, Jess. Is it weird that I still keep in touch with many of my old best friend. I don't have them as best friends anymore. Something in our past happened to break that type of friendship. I have a rule of sorts. I can still be friends. But it never goes back the way it used to be. And sometimes, that's okay. There are two of those that I am overjoyed to get back. JS and JMB. Sometimes, a negative becomes a positive. and I would go through it all over again. Any negative that I have experienced. Because, I see the positive. And the best part. I grew from it. And still am. I used to have anxiety attacks all the time. Now...it's been a while since I had one. I look at life differently. I look at pain differently. I look at my surroundings differently. I look at me differently. Reflections by Deuter is on. How...fitting. I reflect a lot. Certain things are never far from my mind. I pause. And then, life happens and I throw myself back into experiencing it.
Fantastic Beasts inspired. I can't wait to see that
Cat on a Unicorn kind of day
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