Skittish

I hadn't realized until today that I am skittish on certain experiences now.  I actually admitted that someone broke my spirit.  It takes a lot to do that.  I am slowing coming back to my shine.  It's easy enough to do it online.  But in person, I am more mellow of things.  I am actually hesitant on making new friends, which is a first for me.  Maybe one day, I will be that crazy flamboyant personality.  For now, mellow me resides.  And I'm okay with that.  Skittish. Yeah. That's me right now.