Tuesday definitely took a lot out of me energy wise. I don't regret doing it. I just felt the emotional drain for the next few days. But it helped to know that we were going on a mini vacation. And what a beautiful trip it was. We joined some friends down there. I built a sand castle with "L". I don't really know if I did that as a kid or not. I went on a boogie board. I was a little nervous with my Epilepsy doing it. But DA was supervising and he wanted me to experience this. So I took a chance. All the while Jeremy and DA watching over me. And then body surfing. A few times I felt like I was flying!!! And then, on Sunday there was a moment that Jeremy and I had. We were alone and he was carrying me frontwise. And I just looked at him and said, I'll never doubt you again. It was just a moment. I can't even tell you. He smiled and said, "good!". We walked around and tried finding whole sand dollars. So instead, we found pieces of it. I would love to piece together the sand dollar pieces we found. We ended the day by having ice cream. It was just such an amazing time. I can't wait to go back. But soon I will be starting my new job. And I love my uniform. I have to wear scrubs to work. I love it! So here are some pictures of our trip. I got sunburn. DA said I officially had become white. lol Apparently, Aloe vera is a sunburn's friend. I also got some Aunt Jess time with my darling niece. She is too precious. I melt anytime I'm around her. I love being aunts to my friends' kids. And I am so grateful that they let me be. I will always have moments that I wish I had a biological child. But I have accepted my lot. And Jeremy does apologize for being the reason. I'm mostly okay at this point. I will have my moments. But otherwise, I am okay. In fact, I am more than okay. Because the one thing I was wishing for was a job. It was a big deal to me. And now I have that. And it makes me so happy. I am in the moment.
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