It may sound weird

It may sound weird to others.  But be you.  Do you.  I might not understand your path...why you manage to go a certain way.  I haven't had your experiences.  And you shouldn't have to justify to me...or anyone else why you do things a certain way.  But I will support your journey.  Wholeheartedly.  Because you have supported my journey.  Every day, when you come read my thoughts, you support me.  For the transformation I have had in the confidence department...it has been you, my quiet spaces , that have helped me just put my thoughts out into the open.  It is scary and exhilarating...all at the same time.  And the most interesting part...is I don't know who you are.  At first, that frightened me.  I thought of the judgement.  And you know...maybe some of you do judge this.  It's okay.  You still keep coming back. Even if for idle curiosity.    I've stopped worrying so much about what others think of me as I'm getting older.  I like how silly I am.  I like the childlike essence I do possess.  Granted, even I know where it originated from and that part is tragic.  However, I put a spin to it and it became a positive.  My aspects that were named in order for me to survive transformed into Sparklepuss, whom I didn't name so I don;t think I felt the feeling of whole.  I think the transformation of wholeness included me naming myself.  JB at least tried.  His intentions were in the right place for me to see the incredible person I was inside.  And for once, I started to listening to someone.  What I didn't realize was my discrediting myself meant I discredited others who have been trying to tell me for years. Including Jeremy.    And so this transformation of wholeness became whole as I re emerged as Queen Sparkles.  I love it.  And those who love me, love it.  They love the sparkle and shine I bring to their life.  The warmth that I embody.  That unabashed vulnerability is genuine.  Be your own super hero.  And if not...It may sound weird. I'll be yours until you find your inner bad ass.