Say what you will on beliefs...but whenever I need to calm down...or just need a reminder on taking a breather from anxiety. There it is. When my grandma was passing away, she said...every time you see a dime. It's me saying hello. And she says hello when I really need it sometimes. Say what you will. But seeing this this morning made me smile, and take a breather. The clicker broke Friday. We went and got a new one. And it didn't cost a fortune. We'll test it tonight. The food spoiled. We shop daily. But a wonderful friend loaned us her plug to have a working fridge. So somehow, we are still okay. The house fell apart but we have insurance. And made improvements. I've had some episodes but they aren't severe and I have such a great support system that takes care of me. Vinyl is another thing. Manager came by. He's getting the lights today or tomorrow. He's trying to get in touch with the carpet people. Frustration set it. I addressed the plug issue. But I wasn't angry. I told him if it's going to happen, it's good it was me. I wasn't going to yell. I gave a stern earful but no yelling. And the vinyl...one is back ordered so we are going to try an alternative. I am not as picky with that flooring as I am the kitchen. Which won't come in until the 15th, it seems. But I didn't want to settle for something else. I'll be in the kitchen more. So...if anything bubbles up...say what you will. But seeing that dime...it was a nice reminder to keep calm.
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