Love letter to myself

Dear Beautiful,

So many ways I want to write this letter to you. But here's the message I want you to have. I'm proud of you. I'm proud of you not being the kind of cruel person that wants to make another person cry. I'm proud of you for being the kind of woman, a strong man like Jeremy wants...and loves.  I proud of you for being classy.  You want to always say so much more. Sometimes do so much more. But your actions speak louder than your words. And so, you don't go out of your way to humiliate someone. Or spin. I'm proud of you for seeing your own beauty and value to not be threatened by others for theirs. You're a beautiful,  sexy, alluring woman. However,  it's your warmth that people fall for. That people gravitate towards. You're genuine.  You're sincere.  You try to be as forthcoming as you can possibly be. You're an enchanting soul. You have a shine and sparkle that others want to be around.  You make people feel good about themselves.  So...you will encounter negativity.  You will encounter those who want to destroy what you've worked hard for. You had 1 day of anxiety.  Cut yourself some slack. You got called a troll in a restaurant, in front of your husband,  in front of your friend,  in front of her kids...and in front of her kids. And then a scathing text from your ex best friend.  You're allowed to hurt for allowing the wrong people in. It only helped you see how having the right people in your life feels like now. Bitter and angry people are bullies, Queen Sparkles. Remember your value.  Focus on that when negativity tries to control your happiness.  Focus on that when someone tries to burst your happy. It's not easy being cheesy. It's not easy being positive.  But you would rather inspire people than tear them down. And for that, I am proud to be you. Don't let anyone,  including " benders"....or as some called a bully like that, a douche nozzle . Twice in one day lol...please,  don't let anyone take away the beautiful sparkling Unicorn you have become.  You're a fairy god friend. Just keep being amazing and spectacular you. Negative energy and negative people are just a sad lot of jealousy and insecurity. Negative energy is an excellent opportunity to turn negative  things into a positive.  And this Saturday,  that is your dream come true. 20 years in the making. You're fulfilling a dream of wholeness.  You go with your bad self,  you little bada $$.