Something is array with Pandora radio. At least on my phone. And on the desktop, it wants me to install Adobe flash driver. So, Spotify...hi. I use Spotify for walking music or for music while I am cooking. I never quite imagined it for blogging. But who knows? Maybe it's exactly the change needed. So for my listening entertainment the first song that came on is Roman Holiday from Halsey. A friend introduced me to the music. I like when friends introduce me to music or even new genres all together. Last night I was watching a you tube user called Smooth McGroove. I thought...this could be interesting. I actually recognized more themes than I thought. Favorite Record from Fall Out Boy is on. *goes off in thoughts*. Moving on. Sometimes I have such squirrel moments but blame good triggers or bad triggers. I hear a song. I smell something. I see something. And I squirrel. Most things actually have good triggers now. It's kind of a new thing with me. I had to reprogram my brain to have a more positive outlook on triggers, whether the triggers were positive or not. For example, Return to Innocence came on. That reminds me of my friend JMB... We met 23 years ago in a computer class. We were trying to get ahead in summer school. I never had to actually take classes because I failed. I just took them to do something during the summer. Anyways, JMB and I hit it off. He is rough around the edges in terms of his bluntness. It kind of fit him in terms of his field. He ended up as a drill instructor. In any case, he dragged me to see Strip Tease. Yes. The Demi Moore movie. I thought...what the hell. And as we were walking out of the theater. This song came on. Don't ask me why in that moment...I kept the memory...kept the song in my head....and when I hear the song I think of that. We still kept in touch. We used to be best friends but I think we outgrew each other. Nonetheless, we text here and there to see if the other is alive. I don't have a straight path for my blogging today. It seems like it's all over the place. Blame Spotify. On this playlist, I am liable to find a song that reminds me of a person, a moment, a time, or something. Like...Believe just came on and I remember my Karaoke days. I changed it to see what would happen. Wide Awake came on. That used to be my friend CN's ring tone. And though, she and I are no longer friends, I smile with that song. Why? Because I was friends with her once...for a reason. I just don't like being taken for granted or advantage of. And she was famous for that. I'm slow to recognize manipulation. . This could be interesting. And a little distracting! The Story from Brandi Carlile is a good one. If Jeremy had a collection of favorite songs, which he doesn't...but if he did...this one would be on the list. Ah...Dress you Up is nostalgic! I used to Karaoke that song as well. I miss my Karaoke days. I kept in touch with one friend from those days. And the other found me on facebook. What's funny with CJ...she is the ex fiancé of my ex boyfriend. Yes. She was engaged to my ex. And I was friends with my ex. Only reason we aren't friends right now is his wife wasn't keen on the whole staying friends with the ex and I respected that. There are few exes I refuse to talk to. Javier would easily be on the list. Which is true. When CC feels ready to tell Javier about our friendship, that's her decision. But I have no intentions or interest to talk to him. Course, if my husband doesn't like you for any reason...then...no can do. I trust Jeremy. But so far, only the boyfriend before him seems to be on that list. BS was ...he wasn't the worst guy but certainly not the best. He's the one that threw me against the wall. How I never broke my back from that force...I will never know. Him throwing me on the steering wheel hurt but I slugged him back. And confession time. I came at him with a knife once. Once upon a time I had a temper. A bad one. Luckily, I have control of my angry thoughts now. Do I still have angry thought?. Yes! Of course. I'm human. I just don't act on any of it. It's not in me to. Where was I going with this blog entry? Spotify, you crazy playlist. The playlist is called Butterfly. You're welcome to find me. I also have an old I Tunes playlist. Once upon a time I had an Ipod. It got stolen. But Spotify kept my music. Gone from Course of Nature came on. Wow. I haven't heard from them in a long time. When I said this could be interesting, I don't know if I expected this kind of distraction. I might need to fix my Pandora. I had a couple of radio stations, including a Riverdance once. But I liked Jim Brickman Radio and Angel Eyes radio. They calmed me. Thank you for riding this strange wave with me. I hope you have a spectacular sparkling day. I am being kidnapped for a girly spa day with my friend "L". Last night, we had a conversation about my story. I would like to incorporate her in as a character. I don't know how but if anyone knows magical and fantasy..."L" is your woman! Oh...talk about crazy. There is a picture of her cat...with my story. It's hilarious. Maybe I can download it. I finally got it downloaded!
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